上星期終於能夠預約到去做臉和通淋巴。我就像一隻待被解剖的木乃伊（因為在敷面）然後給人評頭品足…（按摩師在通淋巴…）

為什麼女生都愛上美容院？

其中一個原因是美容師會灌迷湯，說你這個好那個好，只是有一樣不好，努力去推銷。先得到你的認同（因為她們讚美你，建立信任）、然後會比較容易接納她們的意見（推銷產品）。

可惜的是，我根本買不到任何東西～摳不出半個錢來；任你們怎樣說，我也不為所動的。

（噢…扯遠了……）

其實我發現我的身體變差了──首當其衝的，是因為嚴重的睡不好。那應該跟其他的事無關，只是純然的睡不好……

從小到大，好像沒啥時候是睡不好的吧？考試只是會怕醒不過來、放榜也是很費勁的爬起來：看完、報告，然後再睡……

那可是最近，可能已經老了，現在星期日晚只能睡到四小時、然後，平日晚上也只能睡到六小時；曾經，能隨時隨地睡著是我很驕傲的事啊！！（站著也能睡著啦～）

睡不好啊，也最多只是一兩天的事…（有紀錄以來喔…）不會超過一星期……搜回紀錄的時候有一次是05年…05年啊！！那時候我有記下叔叔的評語喔…現在看回去，他當年說我的我有進步了啦～～！可能，他當年有狠批過我也不記得了吧？XD～有空去問他！

(啊～又跑題了～～！！)

工作沒什麼壓力，所以，應該好好調理自己的身體。反正，在下班時間正常下班也只是會堵車而已，所以，晚了一點點，趕上了巴士就好…

然後，很有規律的下班就回家…我好像很久沒有給自己安排「工後活動」了？唔……可能是有點湊巧吧？不過，倒不難發現現在很標準的七點多就回到家；然後磨磨蹭蹭的等著睡。

＊　＊　＊　再扯下去就連宇宙大爆炸也能扯出來的分界線　＊　＊　＊

身體是健康的指標。

情緒上以為的沒感覺，但其實我的身體也會反映出來：天生的，沒辦法。這是一件很麻煩的事情，我也不想的。

記得中醫看出來（不止一個）說什麼肝虛什麼心弱的，問我是不是常常「抑鬱」？我說：「不會呀～要是我也算抑鬱的話大概世界上的人也要少一半了！」何況，抑鬱是什麼我很清楚啊…大家不要動不動就說抑鬱啦……（又扯遠了……）　

第一次不信、第二次不聽，可是每一次都是這樣子說的話，我第三次就反省自己了；第四次就給說服了；中醫的反應也是不約而同的說：你這是假樂天。（有很多的形容詞啦可是我覺得中文最好的表達詞語是這個～）好唄，你們是專業的啦～～可是我也沒轍嘛…

我姐跟我去看中醫的時候聽到不下一次，還抓住我的手語重心長的說我要做個快樂的小朋友。（太跨張了…）

有人能夠觀察的到我的精神狀態，除了因為我的放鬆之外，不得不能夠說要有一定的觀察能力吧？（我不會承認我是很容易看的出來的嘛！！我才不是膚淺的咧～～！！）放鬆了就很容易露餡－－所以，如果我看到他們還是精神奕奕的話，那就代表我精神還不錯了～那幾個人，對我來說就像鏡子一樣，很重要。

可以令我放鬆的人其實真的沒幾個，連家人也不能包括在內……對著他們的時候通常都會有很多很零碎的對話…可憐他們都會聽的懂、答的上話，其實他們實在是太聰明了啦啦啦啦～因為我講的話很多時都會沒頭沒腦不跟上文下理就跳出來的～！

為避免精神緊張，回家後就只開Wifi 不開電話了；也盡量自閉，不然一會兒搞到情緒又起伏的時候又睡不著，又或者，做惡夢了。（屢試不爽！）一做惡夢我就只能睡到三小時然後就神經質的睡不著，第二天又給我發冷發熱的頭暈眼痛的……不然就是驚醒後再睡然後再驚醒，比沒睡過還要差…我已經把（明明是飛行模式的）手機丟到老遠了…

另外就是，我的耳朵也不知道什麼時候開始有微微的啪啪聲…老爸說那是睡眠不足的癥狀，也對啦。它有時啪的很起勁～有時又沒啥動靜的，奇怪，不過，睡多了那一晚翌日早上果然沒有在啪了～～可是，它隔一天又會開始啪啪啪好幾天哦…我想以後是習慣就好了？

我都忘了自己什麼時候開始睡不好，（翻紀錄可能是七八月開始？）不過，身體開始覺得很累倒是真的；所以，我開始尋找失眠的解決方法……也就是說，由Melatonin到Piriton（也就是Chlorpheniramine、XX傷風素也有的成份。）開始輔助，一有睡意就趕緊去抱枕頭，不然睡意跑了之後翻一整晚床單也睡不著…應該不會OD 吧？幸好不是Acetaminophen（也就是Panadol）…不然我會胃痛@@”（果然是很破敗的身體啊…）

精神不好的後遺症就是：看！寫了好幾天也不到題！最後還是要點列去解決啊～～～（抱頭）

70樓有說過關於失眠的文章，是一個很好的介紹。 

寫這些只是小菜而已如果人家問我問題的話大概我回的是笨蛋加三級的答案了吧？

幸好不用太擔心工作，我現在上班只是一個打字員加包裝員加資料輸入員…而那些只是機械式動作，不用動腦的，所以還好～何況，待不久了，只是隨便玩玩就好唄～有些同事也很好玩的～！

雙子女她是帶點憨厚的聰明，帶點自以為是的狡黠。
樂於接受新奇刺激的東西，但不會輕易嘗試。
怎麼說呢，思想開放，行為相對保守些。思維很快但不精明，寬容，很有同情心。
愛欣賞美男，但內心很專情。

雙子很善忘她會經常把事情給忘記。不管是重要的不重要的。
和雙子吵架最好了 因為雙子不會記仇，這一秒吵的很凶，下一秒就給忘了，且原諒你。

雙子座的人對愛情非常有責任感一旦愛定某個人，會非常認真付出，
一旦決定的方向，不容易改變。
由此深情付出，不難想像失戀後的雙子承受的這種情傷到底有多傷。
在分手之後的日子，不管是一個月，一年，還是十年，甚至一生，
每每想起自己曾經真誠深刻的付出，要強的雙子還是會在夜半里暗自神傷，落淚!
有時候,雙子覺得自己其實一無所有,彷彿被世界拋棄；
有時候,明明雙子身邊很多朋友,卻依然覺得孤單；
有時候,突然很想哭,卻難過的哭不出來；
有時候,夜深人靜,突然覺得寂寞深入骨髓；
有時候,突然找不到自己,把自己丟了。

雙子很懶，不想活得那麼累，能簡單儘量簡單，不愛解釋，
始終認為懂自己的不用解釋，不懂自己的不必解釋，
不相管那麼多不相干的事，她們只挑自己愛做的事，
要麼不做，要做就做到最好，
雙子總是愛回憶,回憶以前的點點滴滴,以前的大小事只是默默的想著.

沒有人知道雙子座的喜歡是從什麼時候開始，什麼時候結束的；
雙子經常生氣的時候就不理人了，可是瞭解她的人都知道，
如果她不是真正的厭倦了、煩了，明天就會和你和好如初。
雙子又是那麼的決絶，打定了要放棄了的，她就不會再留戀。

雙子座總是嘴硬，其實心裡軟的很；
雙子座看起來很冷淡，但那只是保護自己的方法
雙子座的人不會放棄世界，卻會放棄自己，去成全別人，
她們懂得原諒和理解，無論這一秒她有多討厭一個人，
下一秒看到那個人脆弱的一面，她還是會去無條件地幫助他，真的很傻吧？
但是傻的好讓人心疼。她們的執着只是針對自己的，寧願孤獨的面對一切，
因為不知道怎麼表達自己的內心，所以她們選擇了沉默。

關於自己的事，雙子幾乎是不說的，
就算說，也是說一些跟自己無關痛癢的事。

當天空中的星體出現了逆行的情況，我們就會把注意力更多地集中在我們的主觀意識層面上。這是因為星體的逆行能量本身就帶有一種主觀性，所以一旦行星開始逆行，那麼這種逆行的能量就會被引發出來，而這顆行星原先所具備的客觀性就會被其主觀性所取代，從而導致我們的主觀意識層面被這種逆行能量喚醒。 　　

在占星學中，金星管轄著我們生活中一切與美有關的領域，它不但給予我們去尋找一切具備美麗、優雅以及和諧的事物的驅力，同時也推動著我們去學習和培養生活中的審美意識，追求生活中所有美麗的事物。當我們看到某人的誕生盤中的金星是逆行的，那麼它的逆行能量就會使這個人的美學價值觀朝著一個更為私人化而非大眾化的方向發展，而他（她）的社交天性也會相應地變得更為內向。也就是說，擁有本命金星逆行的人在評估一個美景、一段愛情甚至是伙伴關係時往往會想太過多並且太過主觀。然而逆行金星的能量同時也會賦予這些擁有者一種特殊的鑒別能力，使他們能夠識別到那些時常被人們忽略或者說很少引起人們興趣的事物的真正價值。由於這些擁有者具備一種抽象的審美能力，使得他們在生活中常常會去追求一種內在的情緒滿足，不會被一些虛華無實的表面現象所吸引，所以潛藏在金星內部中的虛華膚淺的一面也會相應地難於被喚醒，最後導致這些本命金星逆行者在社會生活中並不會以傳統的社交方式來搏得大眾的稱讚和認同。 　　

就個人情感而言，本命金星逆的人極為重視感情的和諧性，所以他們能夠比任何一個人都愛得更為熾烈與投入。這是因為在金星逆行能量的引導下，這種由個人主觀意識引起而非理智作用的一種強烈的感情狀態超越了自我的本性，強烈地衝擊著個人的情感。但是，善於隱藏個人情感的習性使得這些人很難坦率地把自我內心世界的真實情感公開地向外界表達出來。故此我們可以看到，這些人在愛情世界裡往往會顯得較為晚熟，這是由於他們在愛的表白過程中會因為有所保留或者有些壓抑，而花上比他人更多的時間來進行自我開拓。

就兩人關係而言，金星逆行的人傾向於過一種離群索居的生活。他們在感情方面比較獨立，不但很少會去依賴他人，而且也很少會主動地尋求友情，與他人建立親密的友誼關係。同時，這些人很可能會不自覺地在搭建不同類型的搭擋關係過程中出現退縮心理。這是因為在這些人的內心深處，他們常常置疑自己是否真正地喜歡與他人接觸，因為相較之下，他們覺得自己更傾向於自我內在的情緒滿足（在大多數情形下他們更重視與自己結伴，因而使得這些人的內心深處常常會有被孤立的感覺）。 　　

從外表來看，這些人往往帶有一種較為冷漠與隱匿的氣質，這不但會使他人產生一種距離感，同時也會致使他們自己很晚才能體驗到甜蜜的愛情生活。從內心層面來看，這些人在感覺到自己能夠與他人相處得更為和諧、穩定並且能夠分享更多的私人空間之前，他們顯然會過多地去考量自我的價值觀，脆弱的情感以及其它相關性的需要，他們需要去檢索是什麼因素促使自己愛上了別人（因為本命金星逆行的人很少會愛上那些無法理解自己的人）。而他們這種在無意識狀態下所做出的行為同時也會讓他人感到費解、不夠理智甚至有些不切實際。但是我們無法否認的是，金星的逆行能量同時也會導致金星中的求精原則在這裡可以更多地滲透到這些人的心靈內部，允許他們去慢慢地發展一段更為慎重，更為脫俗的愛情。不過前提條件是，只有在這些本命金星逆行者充分地進行自我評估之後，這種金星逆行的積極面才可能被完全地發揮出來。 　　

本命金星逆行的人很少會對現實生活中的實物或財產的累積感興趣，在大多數情況下這些人並不會去在意自己所擁有的物品到底具備多少實用價值，與之相反的是他們更加關心的是他們自己的內在價值。因此，在一些特別的情形裡，他們這種與現實生活相衝突的價值觀往往會造成自己在生活中建立穩固財政的困難。如果星盤中的金星有太多的壓力相位，逆行的金星可能預示著當事人會由於自身有限的愛情精力而遭遇到強烈的感情挫折，而他們的自我接受能力也會因此而受到阻礙，甚至可能會使他們產生扭曲的愛情觀以及人生觀，最後致使這部份人無法看到愛情本身的真正價值所在。在某些更為特殊的情形下，這些人對愛情的理解會變得太過主觀，從而在一種無意識的狀態下變成一個以自我為中心的人（病態的自我迷戀）。

婚神落六宮處女？

我有世界末日的感覺……

（駛唔駛幫到咁盡呀？！）

Accidentally read this post - I think the blogger have a good understanding of these signs...

HOROSCOPE 101 (MY VERSION)

My version of the horoscopes. I will start off with an intro, set a few things straight: I will not mention almost half of the horoscopes because I feel that either 1. I don't have enough knowledge about them. 2. I really don't feel they are even worth mentioning. 3. Continuing from 2, I do believe that the 12 horoscopes = not meant to be cut dry equal, meaning they don't all share the equal amount of pts like making a main character in an RPG. Some are downright superior, others are downright mediocre. Don't get offended, keep in mind this is all described through the POV of a Gemini (me).


1. Taurus

I tend to identify Taurus pretty easily, usually within the 1st few minutes of a conversation. And when I do find out they're a Taurus, I usually don't have much else to say to them...These ppl are incredibly hard to converse with, not saying they're not smart, in fact I know a few smart Taurus. It's the fact that they're incredibly stubborn and lack any flexibility...Their logic is retarded, if you're trying to explain something that's somewhat deep, requires a little bending of the mind, please just give up because it's a waste of time for the both of you.

That's not all, maybe I am biased and have had bad experiences w/ Ts, but a few of my friends agree with me that this sign = people with RPWT. When A Taurus attempts to tell a grand lie, it comes off so fkn bad and in the end not only do they fail, they forever remain as a POS in other people's minds. They are forever stuck in level 1 but somehow always get themselves into level wars with others.

2. Gemini

That's me, and I will be brutally honest about people belonging to this sign. I have quite a few Gemini friends, I tend to share the sickest commonalities, inside jokes and can often laugh till I get ulcers talking to a Gemini. Doesn't really mean we're funny people, I find Geminis to have a lot of energy, how they use this energy though is usually a waste. We try to accomplish too many things, instead of focusing on one at a time, we can start 4 different homework assignments, start reading 5 books, 4 table HUSNGS, MSN, and talk on the phone, all at the same time.

Don't bother getting into an argument with Geminis, you'll feel like shit after either because of their relentless berating while proving a point, or they'll confuse the hell out of you bending and obscuring things along the way. Gs are Sadistic people, they genuinely believe that part of the enjoyment they get out of anything they do is make fun/ ridicule their target in some way. They do this casually, as if it's within their rights, within their twisted boundaries of what's right/wrong. That is not to say that Gemini people are assholes, Gs actually are very good at adapting to people, situations, sometimes to the point that in order to gain trust, loyalty, Gs will play their cards perfect, they'll say exactly what the person wants the hear at the exact moment, they can take on the role of a general or a soldier, often times switching back and forth with ease because their adaptation skills allow them to be good team players.

Geminis are very bipolar in the way that deep down, they're the most kind-hearted out of all the horoscopes. They have a tremendous sense of justice but rarely shows it. On the other hand, the impression they give others is nowhere near kind-heartedness, their sharp tongue, narcissism make people feel a sense of instability because others find it hard to know when the G is being playful or serious. Only the Gemini him/herself knows what he/she is thinking.

3. Cancer

The most precious sign IMO, if you have a Cancer in your life, treasure them. These people don't have too much to offer in terms of talents, skills. Instead, they're decent at everything. Not incredibly smart, but just smart enough to get the job done. Cancer people are caring to friends, family, provides a sense of support, stability, however Cancers are incredibly sensitive. While providing love and care to their friends/family, they often expect also a lot in return. When they don't get it they can get moody and confuse people.

Cancers get things done, they know what's important, when asked to do something, they never delay it. It is this reason that make them the ideal people to go to for favors.

4. Sagittarius

O my, as a Gemini, I have a fatal attraction to Sags. It's very easy for me to befriend Sags and I find there often exist a tremendous amount of attraction between the two. Sorry to my guy friends reading this if you feel this sounds really gay lol. Sags possess a very child-like personality, very carefree and even more restless than Geminis, which make them the ideal playmate for Gs. The attraction between the two exist not only on a physical level but also mental. Quick-witted, Sags tend to be well knowledge d in broad topics, not shy to offer their opinions at all times.

The problem with Sags is that they often get along too easily with everyone, the reason is because they don't want to piss anybody off and often acts timid, they would do anything to avoid confrontation. If you're rounding up people to help you in a fight, don't bother with these fkers...not because they don't care about you, they just hate confrontation!! Because of this, I don't feel Sags are very loyal. They tend to move on pretty quickly from one to the other. They're often the peacemakers, no matter how strong your relationship with the Sag is, they won't fully back you because they feel that's disturbing the balance.

5. Aquarius

Aquarius is basically a bot, they are empty to begin with but whatever ideas that get fed into their heads they stubbornly cling to and becomes their principles. It is all up to what these ideas are to determine what the Aquarius person really is. Because of this, it's a huge hit or miss. People who are easy to brainwash and become extremists are often Aquarius IMHO.

On the plus side, Aquarius's strong principles make them become like a open book. Brutal honesty, straight-cutting often, they will give it to you straight, no bullshit attached. Reminds me of the Chinese Triads still using the traditions that's been passed on for generations, stubbornly clinging to it. Aq people are incredibly rebellious and carefree, never confined by rules, Aq will trace these rules to their principles and if they don't fit, they rebel.

Geminis are supposed to be very compatible with Aquarius, and for a good reason...The honesty and open book feel is refreshing and important for a Gemini, Aquarius reminds Gemini of what they truly desire in life. Gs offer a great sense of respect for Aquarius' honesty.

6. Leo

The hardest one for me to write about, Leos are stubborn and often will mercilessly fight for something that is of no importance. They tend to go super-saiyan and forget the reason, they'll do it just out of annoyance. If they use it right, their passion and pride can go long ways and they can surpass light years ahead of their competitors.

Leos will never ask for your opinion and if you suggest something to them they'll tell you to fk off. They have a hard time accepting that someone else's idea could be better for them. Because of this, Leo tend to become great artists at what they do, the end product of their work usually shows a lot of their personality imprinted.

More important is, I like his tone very much!!